Dystonia Bulletin Board

Perhaps a silly question but will ask it anyway...here goes...
How does one explain their Cervical Dystonia to someone of interest.

I think I made a very stupid mistake...
I lied to this person over the phone, told them I am in a very good job, I avoided the truth...did'nt want to tell them that I have a stupid movement disorder or that I don't have a job at the moment and that I am on disability insurance.

Going through feelings of terrible guilt, wish I had not started this in the first place because they are expecting me to see them this weekend.

For the time being, my Cervical Dystonia is under control with the Botox injections.
I feel terrible for lying, don't know what to do now, I feel If I had told them in the first place they would'nt be interested.

Thanks for your attention