Musicians with Dystonia Bulletin Board

I will talk about MYSELF again right now, NOT ANY OF YOU:
Because like I said, this new technique FOR ME (I REPEAT - FOR ME) brings BETTER PLAYING BOTH FEELS AND TECHNIQUES. So why I have to try HARD to get my 'normal / old' technique back if I found MANY BENEFITS FROM MY NEW TECHNIQUE? IF MY PLAYING NOW ARE MUCH BETTER? Why I have to do retraining (which by far I know was 'simple concept' but take years and serious efforts), if *FOR ME* that just make me depressed again, brings down myself, family, friends or peoples around me, MEANWHILE I FOUND THIS INCREDIBLE ALTERNATIVE TECHNIQUE THAT BRING ME TO BETTER PLAYING? That's the way I honest to myself. Please don't misunderstand me Greg, like all of you, I'm also a VERY-NEVER-GIVE UP PERSON IN FACE ALL MY PROBLEMS, NOT ONLY FOCAL DYSTONIA. But don't get me wrong, I CHOOSE THIS NEW TECHNIQUE BECAUSE I WANTED IT. That's why I called myself now 'I'm 100% cured' (PLEASE NOTICE AGAIN - FOR MY OWN OPINION - I CALLED ANYONE 100% CURED IF THEY HAD FOUND THEIR OWN SOLUTION TO TACKLE FD, TO MAKE THEM COME BACK AS A MUSICIAN AND CAN PLAY MUSIC AGAIN, wheter that YOUR HANDS (BRAIN) REALLY CURED WITH RETRAINING, or SWITCH-LEFT HANDED, or SWITCH TO ANOTHER INSTRUMENT, or PLAY WITH NEW TECHNIQUE LIKE ME. That's MY OWN OPINION, so please beliefe your own opinion.

You try retraining, right? I'M GLAD TO IT AND I TOTALLY AGREE, because I know, for you, you feel more better and enjoy WITH YOUR OLD TECHNIQUE, WHEN YOUR HANDS STILL NORMAL. So, like I said before, I wish all the best for your retraining.

We choose our own paths that we believe *FOR OURSELVES* THAT THE BEST PATH FOR US, THE PATH THAT BRING TRUE HAPPINESS FOR US.

So don't misunderstand me Greg, I'M NOT MAKE THIS THREAD TO TELL EVERYONE HERE THAT 'RETRAINING IS NO USE'. THAT'S 100% ABSOLUTELY NOT TRUE, like we all know. I'M JUST MAKE THIS THREAD TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE HERE ABOUT *MY OWN EXPERINCES IN TACKLING FOCAL DYSTONIA*, I'M NOT SAY THAT YOU ALL MUST DO LIKE MYSELF DO. NO.

So please take your own path, I believe in all of you, and with all my honest heart, I SUPPORT ALL OF YOU, WHATEVER PATH YOU CHOOSE, AND I WISHES ALL THE BEST, TO ALL OF YOU.